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Religious leaders pray alongside President Trump during an "Evangelicals for Trump" event in Miami.

A pro-Trump prophet from Tennessee went on a wild rant during a sermon this weekend, describing modern Christian leaders - particularly those who refuse to tote guns - as "neutered" and "almost homosexual."

Jeff Jansen, co-founder of the Global Fire Ministries International in Murfreesboro, Tennessee, and self-proclaimed "prophet," disparaged pastors for being "effeminate."
"The church, the Ecclesia, the government of God, has been so neutered and so turned effeminate, almost homosexual, I'm just telling you straight up. Straight up. It's ridiculous," said Jansen, speaking at a church service in Oregon.
"Where are the men? Where are the men, where's the maleness? Where is the, you know, 'I will defend the children, I will protect the family?'" he asked.

Jansen then said that Jesus "was a real man," claiming in the same breath that all the staff at his church carried firearms and were instructed to open fire on "threats" during church service.
"The ushers at my church, they all pack," Jansen said. "If you come to my place and you think about starting something? You're dead. They'll kill you. They'll shoot you because they're going to protect everybody else."

He boasted as well that he had given his armed ushers a license to kill.
"Just make sure you get them, just kill them, just shoot them dead," he said of the guidelines he gave the ushers.The Global Fire Ministries website lists Jansen as a "best-selling author" and "prophetic guidepost," claiming that he is renowned for his "miracle/healing anointing and prophetic ministry." In 2020, Jansen published a book titled "Trump: The Destiny of God's America". He sells it on the church's website for $16.99.

According to a Newsweek report, Jansen doubled down last month on his prophecy that the Trump presidency would be re-instated in April, calling the January inauguration a "fake inauguration" for "optics and for posture."

"It's a tale of two presidents right now in America - because President Trump has never conceded, he never agreed to anything, never stepped away, never conceded," Jansen said in March, adding that Trump would re-emerge and restore "civil power" in the US.
This followed comments that Jansen made in February, where he said Biden was a fake president, and that there had been a "Red Sea moment... a red tidal wave."

https://www.businessinsider.in/international/news/pro-trump-prophet-goes-on-wild-rant-says-the-modern-church-is-almost-homosexual/articleshow/82026257.cms
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‘White Lives Matter' Rallies Flop as Hardly Anyone Shows Up
« Reply #18346 on: April 12, 2021, 06:17:07 AM »

One single person arrived at Trump Tower for a “White Lives Matter” march and rally on April 11, 2021 in New York City. The march was organized on the encrypted messaging platform Telegram over the last month with a call for nationwide action.

In semi-private, encrypted chats, neo-Nazis and other far-right extremists planned rallies in dozens of cities Sunday to promote their racist movements and spread their ideologies to larger audiences.

Hyped by organizers as events that would make “the whole world tremble,” the rallies ran into a major problem: Hardly anyone showed up.

The “White Lives Matter” rallies, the first major real-world organizing efforts by white supremacists since 2018, were planned on the encrypted app Telegram after many aligned groups were alleged to have taken part in the Jan. 6 storming of the U.S Capitol.

The poor showing underscores how the country’s unpopular and disorganized extremist movements have been driven underground by increased scrutiny from the media, law enforcement agencies and far-left activists who infiltrate their private online spaces and disrupt their attempts to communicate and organize.

Few “White Lives Matter” marchers showed up Sunday, but anti-racist and anti-fascist groups gathered just the same.

In Raleigh, North Carolina, a small crowd of antifa and anti-racist protesters gathered at the park where the “White Lives Matter” march was planned. They marched around downtown behind a large white sign that read, “WE ACCEPT YOUR SURRENDER.”

The lackluster events were documented by livestreams and photos posted to Twitter.

In Philadelphia, activists tweeted photos of a counterprotest picnic with pizza and Tastykake snacks. In New York City, over a dozen counterprotesters stood seemingly unopposed across the street from Trump Tower, where a “White Lives Matter” rally was expected.

Police in downtown Albuquerque, New Mexico, formed a circle around a lone protester to separate him from a large crowd of counterprotesters. Three protesters assembled around a “White Lives Matter” banner outside City Hall in Fort Worth, Texas, where a police line separated them from a couple of dozen counterprotesters.

Hundreds of counterprotesters, bystanders and media members gathered at a counterprotest at the scheduled start time of a “White Lives Matter” march at Huntington Beach Pier southeast of Los Angeles.

Throughout the afternoon, counterprotesters could be seen on several livestreams chanting “Unity and community” and “Black lives matter.” A few single protesters, one of whom wore a full hood and a T-shirt with a white supremacist slogan, were run off by the crowd, who yelled “Go home, Nazis!”

According to fliers for the event — which recycled images from old propaganda from the disbanded neo-Nazi organization Vanguard America — the marches were meant to “take a stand” against the media, government and educational institutions that are “anti-white.” The slogan “White Lives Matter” has been promoted on fliers and banners by white supremacist groups, including neo-Nazis and Ku Klux Klan groups, since 2015 as “a racist response to the Black Lives Matter movement,” according to the Anti-Defamation League.

In 2016, “White Lives Matter” was designated a hate group by the Southern Poverty Law Center. Several “White Lives Matter” rallies were held that year: Confederate flag-waving protesters gathered outside NAACP headquarters in Houston, and arrests were made in Austin, Texas, when a group of “White Lives Matter” protesters clashed with counterdemonstrators.

Sunday’s round of racist rallies seemed destined for failure, said Megan Squire, a computer science professor at Elon University in North Carolina who tracks online extremism.

The online organizers of the North Carolina rally were uninformed about state law governing protests, including laws that disallowed firearms, Squire said. The organizers were also generally inept at using Telegram, where the event was announced, and unable to identify “obvious trolls in their midst.”

The efforts behind Sunday’s rallies were “haphazard and ill-informed,” Squire said. “They’re not sending their best.”

The “White Lives Matter” rallies were disrupted in several cities after activists infiltrated their online groups and leaked internal chats to journalists. Those chats were reported to have indicated that the events were being planned by the extremist group the Proud Boys and by self-described fascists and Nazis who framed the rallies as peaceful events unaffiliated with known hate groups to recruit more mainstream members.

Organizers in several cities canceled events because of sabotage by antifa activists. Raleigh’s organizer called off a rally Friday, telling subscribers, “It turns out that the 11th is a disaster.”

Two of the largest Telegram channels dedicated to events in Philadelphia and New York City were shown to be traps created by anti-fascist activists. Another local activist tweeted screenshots of the plan's reveal with a warning Saturday to would-be rallygoers: “Given how riddled these chats are with antifascists ... it might be time to rethink whether you really want to trust a bunch of anonymous internet weirdos to show up with you in your city."

The ineptitude of organizers notwithstanding, experts say that the U.S. extremist movement is at an inflection point and that would-be participants are discouraged by the increased negative attention and the prosecutions of members in such movements after the Capitol attack.

The white supremacist movement faced a similar reckoning in 2017 after the “Unite the Right” rally in Charlottesville, Virginia. Instead of unifying distinct brands of white supremacist groups, the murder of counterprotester Heather Heyer and the full-throated hate on display from tiki-torch-wielding neo-Nazis invited national condemnation, legal troubles and in-group squabbling that fractured individual organizations and the hate movement overall.

After Charlottesville, there were “weak attempts to revisit former glory,” Squire said, recalling rallies where a handful of white supremacists who had led the alt-right movement were outnumbered by anti-racist counterprotesters. “The wind was knocked out of their sails, and the legal cases brought that fall certainly didn’t help.”

Hate hasn’t disappeared, but membership in formal extremist groups may have been disincentivized. So far, 369 federal cases have been brought against people accused of involvement in the Capitol siege, according to a database maintained by the Program on Extremism at George Washington University.

About three dozen of those charged are members and associates of the Proud Boys, the pro-Trump street fighting gang, and the Oath Keepers militia group. Both are accused of coordinating between far-right groups, and they face the most serious federal charges related to Jan. 6, including conspiracy to breach the Capitol.

Beyond legal consequences, self-described antifa activists have made it costly to be associated with far-right and racist groups, many of them using online sleuthing to match participants at extremist rallies to their real-life identities and employers.

Mainstream online platforms where extremists were once welcomed have also tightened their policies about violent extremist content and groups.

“Not only have organized larger groups splintered, but so, too, did their social media footprint,” said Brian Levin, director of the Center for the Study of Hate & Extremism at California State University, San Bernardino. “Some extremists continued a whack-a-mole migration underground to encrypted, affinity-based platforms, while others exited these movements altogether.”

The realignment and the lack of cohesive leadership don’t lessen the threat from extremist groups, however.

The risk now, Levin says, can be found in “loners and cells, who act on their own combination of hatreds and idiosyncrasies often cobbled together from a constant all-you-can-eat buffet of stereotyping and conspiracies that still populate online discourse.”

https://www.nbcnews.com/tech/tech-news/white-lives-matter-rallies-flop-hardly-anyone-shows-rcna650
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Prototype of painting of the facsimile of the Chauvet cave, which contains some of the earliest known cave paintings Arc, in Vallon-Pont-d'Arc.

Prehistoric cave dwellers living in Europe purposefully starved themselves of oxygen to hallucinate while creating their decorative wall paintings, a groundbreaking new study has found.

Researchers have been questioning for years why so many of the world's oldest paintings were located in often pitch-black tunnel systems, far away from cave entrances.

But a recent study by Tel Aviv University now reveals that the location was deliberate because it induced oxygen deprivation and caused cavemen to experience a state called hypoxia.

Hypoxia can bring about symptoms including shortness of breath, headaches, confusion, and rapid heartbeat, which can lead to feelings of euphoria, near-death experiences, and out-of-body sensations. The team of researchers believes it would have been "very similar to when you are taking drugs", the Times reported.

"It appears that Upper Paleolithic people barely used the interior of deep caves for daily, domestic activities. Such activities were mostly performed at open-air sites, rock shelters, or cave entrances," the study says, according to CNN.

"While depictions were not created solely in the deep and dark parts of the caves, images at such locations are a very impressive aspect of cave depictions and are thus the focus of this study," it adds.

According to Ran Barkai, the co-author of the study, the cavemen used fire to light up the caves, which would simultaneously also reduce oxygen levels. Painting in these conditions was done deliberately and as a means of connecting to the cosmos, the researcher says.

"It was used to get connected with things," Barkai told CNN, adding that cave painters often thought of the rock face as a portal connecting their world with the underworld, which was associated with prosperity and growth. The researcher also suggested that cave paintings could have been used as part of a kind of initiation rite.

The fascinating cave paintings, which date from around 40,000 to 14,000 years ago, depict animals such as mammoths, bison, and ibex.

"It was not the decoration that rendered the caves significant but the opposite: The significance of the chosen caves was the reason for their decoration," the study reads, according to CNN.

The study focused on decorated caves in Europe, mostly in Spain and France. It was published last week in the scientific journal "Time and Mind: The Journal of Archaeology, Consciousness, and Culture."

https://www.businessinsider.com/oxygen-starved-cavemen-made-art-while-hallucinating-study-finds-2021-4
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Re: Rewilding 18 acres : Pics from this morning
« Reply #18348 on: April 12, 2021, 10:34:11 AM »
Enjoy!  :icon_sunny:

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Re: Tragedy and opportunity in everyday America
« Reply #18349 on: April 13, 2021, 02:11:05 AM »
Some things are predictable.

Here’s one: Just as Republican Texas Gov. Greg Abbott chose to fulminate against President Joe Biden’s mild and common-sense statements about guns and gun violence, there was a mass shooting in the Lone Star State.

A man, it seems, went into the place he worked and shot six people. He killed one of them and left the other five wounded.

As mass shootings in the United States go these days, it wasn’t that bad. If it hadn’t been for Abbott’s obtuse timing and rhetoric, it might not even have made national news. We have so many mass shootings in this country that the smaller ones almost have ceased to register.

But it served to illustrate Biden’s point.

The president said America is experiencing an “epidemic” of gun violence. If anything, Biden understates the problem.

In 2020, more than 40,000 Americans lost their lives to guns. Between two and three times that many were wounded.

As the president said, every day in this country 316 people are shot. More than 100 of them die.

Every day.

Every.

Day.

Japan has a little more than one-third the population of the United States. It’s a horrible year for gun violence in that nation when 10 people die by firearms.

We Americans rack up a body count higher than that in just a little more than two hours.

Great Britain has about a fifth the population of the United States. The Brits record between 100 and 200 deaths by guns per year.

We Americans kill that many in a day—or two days, max.

I could go on — because the list of industrialized countries that have better records of containing gun-related tragedies than we do is long — but I suspect the point has been made.

The opponents of any sort of sane gun policies in the United States say these other nations either have curtailed basic freedoms or oppressed their citizenries. That is why other countries can limit the number of people killed by guns — and we can’t.

Anyone who has traveled to those nations knows that is not true. While their cultures are different than ours — they are, after all, different nations — the Brits and Japanese can move, speak and think freely. They live lives largely unburdened by the heavy hand of oppressive government.

They also live free of the fear that they will be gunned down in the street, in the workplace, in church, at a supermarket or on the roadway. Their children don’t have to practice active-shooter drills in those countries’ classrooms. They don’t have to wonder constantly if a depressed or agitated acquaintance, co-worker or stranger they encounter suddenly will stop being a source of concern and start being a deadly threat.

Because that person has a gun.

Often, that gun isn’t one designed for hunting or even personal protection. It’s a military-style assault weapon that is designed to kill many, many people in a hurry.

These other countries somehow manage to keep their streets, their businesses, their places of worship and their classrooms from becoming free-fire zones.

We Americans should be able to do it, too.

We won’t get any help in this work from those in the thrall of the National Rifle Association and the gun lobby. Their arguments against any rational gun laws will be as inevitable as nightfall — and about as illuminating.

If their primary contention that more guns make us safer were in any way true, we would be the safest nation on earth. After all, we have less than 5% of the world’s population and possess more than half the world’s privately owned guns.

And, because we have let the gun devotees write our firearms laws for the past quarter-century, we now have more than 300 of our fellow citizens being shot every day.

We owe it to them to stop following the people and the organizations that have recorded one failure after another.

Particularly when those failures end in funerals — more than 40,000 of them just last year.

Today is another day.

Another day when 300 people will be shot and more than 100 of them will die.

But it’s also another chance for us to try to solve this problem.

Another chance to try to make things right.

https://www.tribstar.com/opinion/columns/john-krull-tragedy-and-opportunity-in-everyday-america/article_15ff8748-996c-11eb-8bc5-738d3ca9d98b.html

I'll just point out that access to guns also makes a suicide attempt into a certainty. Countless people, especially the young and impulsive take a jar of whatever pills they can find and recover. Even jumping, hanging or gassing requires planning and organization to prepare and carry out, not a sudden impulse and many attempts are not success or they are found in time. Its not my place to say Americans should lose their rights, but definitely a lot more lives are needlessly lost to suicide.
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Re: Rewilding 18 acres : Pics from this morning and a vision Eddie
« Reply #18350 on: April 13, 2021, 04:47:07 AM »
Enjoy!  :icon_sunny:

Beautiful spring! Look at all that water.

I imagined that you and I took that morning stroll together. It was really fulfilling finally meeting you and being in your presence. I felt such a close kinship with you in a personal and idealistic way. Though we may never meet, at least I have this vision of our walk in a rewilding forest together!!
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Re: Tragedy and opportunity in everyday America
« Reply #18351 on: April 13, 2021, 05:02:37 AM »

I'll just point out that access to guns also makes a suicide attempt into a certainty. Countless people, especially the young and impulsive take a jar of whatever pills they can find and recover. Even jumping, hanging or gassing requires planning and organization to prepare and carry out, not a sudden impulse and many attempts are not success or they are found in time. Its not my place to say Americans should lose their rights, but definitely a lot more lives are needlessly lost to suicide.

Great point Phil. I can attest to this truth because I have been experiencing some terrible symptoms of IBS, especially sleeplessness, and feeling very nauseous and unsettled. Last night I was contemplating ending it with a 22 rifle through the mouth, and was afraid I would botch it. Then I considered buying a .45 and doing it for sure. Hanging on during times of great suffering is a real conundrum. Even though I am pretty good at stilling my thoughts and emotions, this illness is overpowering at times. If there was assisted suicide here, I would go into counseling to see if it was the right time to say good bye to this world. I know that my suffering is a drop in the bucket compared to thousands who suffer worse than I, but that is little consolation when the quality of life wains and becomes negative.
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I am quitting the Knewz bizness today
« Reply #18352 on: April 13, 2021, 07:48:45 AM »
Ever since RE has been seriously ill he has contributed much less on the Dinner...and his cooking plus podcasts. He is the founder and "God" of the Dinner. :) Agelbert is with us no more, as many others have faded away...Surly, Golden Oxen, lucid dreams, azozeo, and many others who stayed awhile, and left. With a handful of active posters, I have tried to to keep visitors interested in coming to the Dinner through posting "Knewz", and it has attracted many visitors, but they will not comment and will not contribute to the Dinner to keep it going. It seems time to stop that process now. ( If the Dinner dies now we have a new site to talk about collapse that RE just set up ) Times change and it seems time for me to stop baiting the visitors because the are useless to functioning of the Dinner. I am done with the Knewz bizness.
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Re: I am quitting the Knewz bizness today
« Reply #18353 on: April 13, 2021, 12:55:50 PM »
Ever since RE has been seriously ill he has contributed much less on the Dinner...and his cooking plus podcasts. He is the founder and "God" of the Dinner. :) Agelbert is with us no more, as many others have faded away...Surly, Golden Oxen, lucid dreams, azozeo, and many others who stayed awhile, and left. With a handful of active posters, I have tried to to keep visitors interested in coming to the Dinner through posting "Knewz", and it has attracted many visitors, but they will not comment and will not contribute to the Dinner to keep it going. It seems time to stop that process now. ( If the Dinner dies now we have a new site to talk about collapse that RE just set up ) Times change and it seems time for me to stop baiting the visitors because the are useless to functioning of the Dinner. I am done with the Knewz bizness.

That's understandable and you've provided a lot of good reading.  I don't know if it's been fixed, but the question of what is the current year for signing up was stuck at 2018 so nobody h
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Re: Tragedy and opportunity in everyday America
« Reply #18354 on: April 13, 2021, 01:26:54 PM »

I'll just point out that access to guns also makes a suicide attempt into a certainty. Countless people, especially the young and impulsive take a jar of whatever pills they can find and recover. Even jumping, hanging or gassing requires planning and organization to prepare and carry out, not a sudden impulse and many attempts are not success or they are found in time. Its not my place to say Americans should lose their rights, but definitely a lot more lives are needlessly lost to suicide.

Great point Phil. I can attest to this truth because I have been experiencing some terrible symptoms of IBS, especially sleeplessness, and feeling very nauseous and unsettled. Last night I was contemplating ending it with a 22 rifle through the mouth, and was afraid I would botch it. Then I considered buying a .45 and doing it for sure. Hanging on during times of great suffering is a real conundrum. Even though I am pretty good at stilling my thoughts and emotions, this illness is overpowering at times. If there was assisted suicide here, I would go into counseling to see if it was the right time to say good bye to this world. I know that my suffering is a drop in the bucket compared to thousands who suffer worse than I, but that is little consolation when the quality of life wains and becomes negative.

You should talk about that with your fellow monks and family. Chronic pain is a different situation that sometimes can be justified, but not without thorough investigation first. Constipation and other complications from a spastic twisted colon was the main reason Elvis Presley went and obtained extra pills (above what his personal doctor already was giving him) from a dentist the night before he overdosed. In the bathroom at graceland, reading about Jesus.
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Re: I am quitting the Knewz bizness today
« Reply #18355 on: April 13, 2021, 10:49:31 PM »
Ever since RE has been seriously ill he has contributed much less on the Dinner...and his cooking plus podcasts. He is the founder and "God" of the Dinner. :) Agelbert is with us no more, as many others have faded away...Surly, Golden Oxen, lucid dreams, azozeo, and many others who stayed awhile, and left. With a handful of active posters, I have tried to to keep visitors interested in coming to the Dinner through posting "Knewz", and it has attracted many visitors, but they will not comment and will not contribute to the Dinner to keep it going. It seems time to stop that process now. ( If the Dinner dies now we have a new site to talk about collapse that RE just set up ) Times change and it seems time for me to stop baiting the visitors because the are useless to functioning of the Dinner. I am done with the Knewz bizness.

It was gr8 you stayed with it to the bitter end Knarf, and overall the Diner had a good long run. Average blogs are like TV series and only last 3-4 seasons. We had a 9 season run on the Diner, and had Inot gone downhill so fast we would have made a Decade.  I will keep posting here until the ISP shuts us off, then move over to the Global Collapse create-a-forum site.  If I can get out of this Prison into some kind of more independent living arrangement before I croak, I may start writing again and set up a Free Space Blog on the WP site.  I will know better after Friday whether I might make my escape from here anytime soon.  Perhaps I'll come down and join you in the Monastery.   :icon_sunny:

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Re: Tragedy and opportunity in everyday America
« Reply #18356 on: April 14, 2021, 07:24:38 AM »

I'll just point out that access to guns also makes a suicide attempt into a certainty. Countless people, especially the young and impulsive take a jar of whatever pills they can find and recover. Even jumping, hanging or gassing requires planning and organization to prepare and carry out, not a sudden impulse and many attempts are not success or they are found in time. Its not my place to say Americans should lose their rights, but definitely a lot more lives are needlessly lost to suicide.

Great point Phil. I can attest to this truth because I have been experiencing some terrible symptoms of IBS, especially sleeplessness, and feeling very nauseous and unsettled. Last night I was contemplating ending it with a 22 rifle through the mouth, and was afraid I would botch it. Then I considered buying a .45 and doing it for sure. Hanging on during times of great suffering is a real conundrum. Even though I am pretty good at stilling my thoughts and emotions, this illness is overpowering at times. If there was assisted suicide here, I would go into counseling to see if it was the right time to say good bye to this world. I know that my suffering is a drop in the bucket compared to thousands who suffer worse than I, but that is little consolation when the quality of life wains and becomes negative.

You should talk about that with your fellow monks and family. Chronic pain is a different situation that sometimes can be justified, but not without thorough investigation first. Constipation and other complications from a spastic twisted colon was the main reason Elvis Presley went and obtained extra pills (above what his personal doctor already was giving him) from a dentist the night before he overdosed. In the bathroom at graceland, reading about Jesus.

About 4 months ago I thought I might have a blocked colon, and went to Urgent Care. They x-rayed it and said there was no blockage, just a a lot of shit in there. ( pun intended ). They recommended I double the dose of Mira-Lax until I became regular again. It took about 4 days and I finally pooped. I have been tweaking my Doctors instructions, 3 tsps of MetaMusil a day, and 1 dose of Mira-Lax. I have a very irregular appetite so I eat all kinds of easy to digest foods. Almost everyday I do OK in the morning but start fading about noon. I then am basically bedridden with the varying symptoms of IBS, sometimes sleeping 14 hours a day, the rest of the time I try to "endure the suffering patiently". Sometimes I loose patience. I have talked with all my friends about it, and none of them can think of anything else to do for it...but tell me they care...which means a lot.
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Re: Rewilding 18 acres : Pics from this morning and a vision Eddie
« Reply #18357 on: April 15, 2021, 05:20:46 PM »
Enjoy!  :icon_sunny:

Beautiful spring! Look at all that water.

I imagined that you and I took that morning stroll together. It was really fulfilling finally meeting you and being in your presence. I felt such a close kinship with you in a personal and idealistic way. Though we may never meet, at least I have this vision of our walk in a rewilding forest together!!

That is a very nice thought Knarf. I always wanted to visit your place. I’ve always thought it was very special, and that you are somebody very worth getting to know.
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